Tehillim

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לַמְנַצֵּחַ לְדָוִד מִזְמוֹר יְהוָה חֲקַרְתַּנִי וַתֵּדָע:

For the conductor. Of David, a song. O Lord, You have searched me out and You know.

אַתָּה יָדַעְתָּ שִׁבְתִּי וְקוּמִי בַּנְתָּה לְרֵעִי מֵרָחוֹק:

You know my sitting and my rising; You understand how to attach me from afar.

אָרְחִי וְרִבְעִי זֵרִיתָ וְכָל דְּרָכַי הִסְכַּנְתָּה:

My going about and my lying down You encompassed, and You are accustomed to all my ways.

כִּי אֵין מִלָּה בִּלְשׁוֹנִי הֵן יְהוָה יָדַעְתָּ כֻלָּהּ:

For there is no word on my tongue; behold, O Lord, You know it all.

אָחוֹר וָקֶדֶם צַרְתָּנִי וַתָּשֶׁת עָלַי כַּפֶּכָה:

From the rear and the front You encompassed me, and You placed Your pressure upon me.

(פלאיה) פְּלִיאָה דַעַת מִמֶּנִּי נִשְׂגְּבָה לֹא אוּכַל לָהּ:

Knowledge is hidden from me; it is hard, I cannot attain it.

אָנָה אֵלֵךְ מֵרוּחֶךָ וְאָנָה מִפָּנֶיךָ אֶבְרָח:

Where shall I go from Your spirit, and where shall I flee from Your presence?

אִם אֶסַּק שָׁמַיִם שָׁם אָתָּה וְאַצִּיעָה שְּׁאוֹל הִנֶּךָּ:

If I ascend to the heavens, there You are, and if I make my bed in the grave, behold, You are there.

אֶשָּׂא כַנְפֵי שָׁחַר אֶשְׁכְּנָה בְּאַחֲרִית יָם:

[If] I take up the wings of dawn, [if] I dwell at the end of the west,

גַּם שָׁם יָדְךָ תַנְחֵנִי וְתֹאחֲזֵנִי יְמִינֶךָ:

There too, Your hand will lead me, and Your right hand will grasp me.

וָאֹמַר אַךְ חֹשֶׁךְ יְשׁוּפֵנִי וְלַיְלָה אוֹר בַּעֲדֵנִי:

I said, "Darkness will darken me, and the night will be as light about me."

גַּם חֹשֶׁךְ לֹא יַחְשִׁיךְ מִמֶּךָּ וְלַיְלָה כַּיּוֹם יָאִיר כַּחֲשֵׁיכָה כָּאוֹרָה:

Even darkness will not obscure [anything] from You, and the night will light up like day; as darkness so is the light.

כִּי אַתָּה קָנִיתָ כִלְיֹתָי תְּסֻכֵּנִי בְּבֶטֶן אִמִּי:

For You created my reins, You covered me in my mother's womb.

אוֹדְךָ עַל כִּי נוֹרָאוֹת נִפְלֵיתִי נִפְלָאִים מַעֲשֶׂיךָ וְנַפְשִׁי יֹדַעַת מְאֹד:

I shall thank You for in an awesome, wondrous way I was fashioned; Your works are wondrous, and my soul knows it very well.

לֹא נִכְחַד עָצְמִי מִמֶּךָּ אֲשֶׁר עֻשֵּׂיתִי בַסֵּתֶר רֻקַּמְתִּי בְּתַחְתִּיּוֹת אָרֶץ:

My essence was not hidden from You, when I was made in secret, I was formed in the lowest parts of the earth.

גָּלְמִי רָאוּ עֵינֶיךָ וְעַל סִפְרְךָ כֻּלָּם יִכָּתֵבוּ יָמִים יֻצָּרוּ (ולא) וְלוֹ אֶחָד בָּהֶם:

Your eyes saw my unformed body, and on Your book they were all written; days have been formed and one of them is His.

וְלִי מַה יָּקְרוּ רֵעֶיךָ אֵל מֶה עָצְמוּ רָאשֵׁיהֶם:

And to me, how dear are Your friends, O Lord! How great is their sum!

אֶסְפְּרֵם מֵחוֹל יִרְבּוּן הֱקִיצֹתִי וְעוֹדִי עִמָּךְ:

I shall count them; they are more numerous than sand; I have come to the end, and I am still with You.

אִם תִּקְטֹל אֱלוֹהַּ רָשָׁע וְאַנְשֵׁי דָמִים סוּרוּ מֶנִּי:

If only You would slay the wicked, O God, and men of blood, "Turn away from me."

אֲשֶׁר יֹאמְרֻךָ לִמְזִמָּה נָשֻׂא לַשָּׁוְא עָרֶיךָ:

Who mention You with wicked thought; Your enemies took it up in vain.

הֲלוֹא מְשַׂנְאֶיךָ יְהוָה אֶשְׂנָא וּבִתְקוֹמְמֶיךָ אֶתְקוֹטָט:

Did I not hate Your enemies, O Lord? With those who rise up against You, I quarrel.

תַּכְלִית שִׂנְאָה שְׂנֵאתִים לְאוֹיְבִים הָיוּ לִי:

I hate them with utmost hatred; they have become my enemies.

חָקְרֵנִי אֵל וְדַע לְבָבִי בְּחָנֵנִי וְדַע שַׂרְעַפָּי:

Search me out, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts.

וּרְאֵה אִם דֶּרֶךְ עֹצֶב בִּי וּנְחֵנִי בְּדֶרֶךְ עוֹלָם:

And see whether there is any vexatious way about me, and lead me in the way of the world.